In Not So Many Words

You say

that I’m a liar

you hide it in your words

you don’t know how much it hurts

I’m tired

I’m overrun

with endless liabilities

exhausting my capacities

All you see

is what I haven’t done

all you ask

is when I’m gonna come

And I’m alone now

I only stay home now

staring at the walls now

praying for the energy to run

and I’m alone now

I only stay home now

waiting for a clone now

I only stay, I only stay home

Always a fool, I wear my heart on my sleeve

and leave my mess around for all to see

the chaos inside is represented externally

and the depiction matches so perfectly

I’m tired

I’m overrun

with endless liabilities

exhausting my capacities

All you see

is what I haven’t done

all you ask

is when I’m gonna come

Calm down now

I only stay home now

staring at the walls now

praying for the energy to run

and I’m alone now

I only stay home now

waiting for a clone now

I only stay, I only stay home

You say

that I’m a liar

you say

that I’m a liar

in not so many words

Just because its what you see as truth

doesn’t mean its the reality that someone else is living through

just because its what you see as truth

doesn’t mean its the reality that someone else is living through

Calm down now

I only stay home now

staring at the walls now

praying for the energy to run

and I’m alone now

I only stay home now

waiting for a clone now

I only stay, I only stay home

Calm down now

I only stay home now

calm down now

I only stay home now

I only stay home now

I only stay home now

I only stay